I have a problem that when I notice I start to fall for someone, I start to close up & hold things in. Not because of them, but just the flashbacks of the past still haunts me til this day. Opening up to someone only for them to take advantage of it & hurt me.
Not looking for perfection, I just want effort.
Cherish every moment before they become just another memory.
why am i talking to you again
i don’t even know
Honestly, I miss us. How we were together, how we used to talk instead of finding something to argue about every 5 seconds, how you used to be mine and i just miss all of it. I don’t understand why I still even feel like this. I shouldn’t even be trippin about this because in reality, we were never even officially together. I knew the type of person you were from the start, i just gave you the benefit of the doubt hoping I could change you or whatever shit. You’re perfectly happy with her, yet you keep wanting me in your life.. what’s that gonna do. Yeah, i’d love to have you in my life too, but not when I still have all these stupid feelings and having to see you with her. I don’t really know what to do, but let’s hope these feelings will all disappear soon so i can get on with my life.
just went to church and there’s hella cute dudes everywhere.. and all the teens are there and i was like ;o Why do i look so crappy today… LOL so intimidating
Kills me to pass by a picture in the past with someone who meant the world to me. That feeling of knowing it’s all gone now & that person disappeared, leaving all of those memories behind within just that one picture. It’s true when people say “A picture is worth a thousand words.”
Meeting new people
who you just instantly click with is the best feeling ever. Able to talk to them about anything and everything. That feeling of wanting to know more about them that excites you to keep talking and learning more about them each day.
I couldn’t sleep at all during camp..
this morning, after cleaning out my stuff while kids are still sleeping, i just took like 30+ minutes out to just talk to God. About everything, praying, thanking him, asking for his guidance, etc. I felt so relieved after and it feels good to fully let your feelings out to someone. Even though it’s not someone you can physically touch or talk to and get a response right away, but to sit down and remind yourself of how you feel, just relax and asking for help can be more useful then telling numerous of people, yet not really caring what they advise you. It’s a good feeling to say whatever you gotta say without having to be afraid of Him telling anyone or judging you. I honestly do not know where I’d be without Him. Thank you opening my eyes this weekend, to have learn to accept and appreciate everything that I’m blessed with.
newbies who are on brian p’s dick, just cus they see him after abdc thinking they know everything and shit lol
there are other fans who have supported him for years
get over yourself